Wednesday, February 19, 2014

Getting ready for the kitchen tea....

It's Wednesday eve, 4 sleeps before my sister's kitchen tea. 

I've been quite anxious about the event. Co-ordinating everything is quite frankly a full time job! I'm constantly worried that I've missed a step. Two nights in a row I dreamt that I pitched at the event on Sunday and I hadn't completed any of the tasks I was supposed to perform. 

Well tonight I made sue that about 80% of my work is done for Sunday. Ai, the life of the perfectionist is a tiring one. I've been cutting, licking, pasting and tying things for the kitchen tea for 5 hours straight.   But at least I predict better sleeping and dreaming tonight. 


I pray this event will run smoothly and everyone, especially Ilse will have fun. 

Tuesday, February 18, 2014

The Joy of The Lord is my strength.

The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and he helps me. My heart leaps for joy, and with my song I praise him. (Psalm 28:7 NIV)

Today I am truly touched by the joy of The Lord. I don't know how to describe it, I cannot define it, it's just part of my being. 

We had what could have been a potentially difficult meeting tonight but because of the faith of believers, everything was conducted in peace and love. And it brought me joy in abundance to witness such love and understanding of the Father's will. 

I see and feel the joy of The Lord all around me. God is gracious to even the most 'useless' sinner. Even in our unfaithfulness, God is faithful. 

I love how God manifests His power in the little things so that I am forced to sit up and take note. It often happens when I least expect it. When I go into a meeting and fear the worst, then God surprises. It's either a solution to a problem never expected or He gives me strength to face the challenge. 

Often I've imagined the situation would come to some blow-out and then visualized how I would crumble and cry. But I tell you, The Lord has given me inexplicable courage. And yes it's inexplicable because its supernatural by the power of the Holy Spirit. The Father gives me confidence in the  truth when I have lost hope. 

My heart fills with songs of joy Oh Lord. 

There is no better place than at your feet.